I GRIEVED SO HARD 

When you first find out your child may have autism no matter how you find out, you seeing signs, or someone telling you. You can feel like your whole world has ended, you blame yourself, you grieve, you cry, scream, shout, breakdown literally!   But nothing has changed ok everything has changed but it hasn’t […]

Autism Diagnosis | Toddler

This use to be a place I voiced my view’s, my thought’s but for the last couple of month’s I haven’t been an active blogger. A place I have been active is youtube, I have been doing many video’s on Jacob Autism journey, and lifestyle video’s. In August after 10 month’s of fighting we were […]

OUR SON HAS BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH AUTISM

This vlog is the day I was told that Jacob has Autism. I talk about my feelings before we attend our appointment and my reaction after We get the diagnosis.   Thank you for your support through our diagnosis journey! I truly love you guys. A letter to my son who has just been diagnosed […]

Why I Left You 

Today was the 4th time we visited your pre-school and the day I decided to leave you….  I had nightmares, panic attacks and anxiety worrying about the first time I would leave you. Would they look after you, would your needs be met, or would they be mean to you. Would they know that you […]

A&E AND AUTISM 

After a lovely day yesterday Jacob became very upset with a small temperature. He had been teething, headbanging and had a snotty nose so I rang the doctors and they had no appointments but told me to go to the hospital due to Jacob not being able to communicate if he’s in pain.  Going to […]

AUTISM OR CRANIOSYNOSTOSIS? 

If you read my post yesterday ‘You lead I follow’ you will know that we had a specialist appointment with Mr Johnson at John Radcliffe hospital in Oxford.  I was so nervous, I teared up of the thought that Jacob may need a major operation on his skull. On the other hand I craved to […]

YOU LEAD I FOLLOW

We have Jacobs appointment with the craniofacial team tomorrow. This last month I haven’t been present in my mind the only thing I’ve thought about is this appointment. We have many appointments a week but this one has played on my head.  I don’t know if Jacob has craniosynostosis but I’m really hoping that we […]